As I open my old Journal from February 26, 2010, I am tickled to reflect on the experiences I had back then.  I was so in-the-moment.  I drew an image of my naked self crouching down infront of a wolf, being licked on the face.  I remember that moment of Aha, clear as day, when I realised that my fears as a child, being chased by wolves was a fear no more.  The bad dreams that I woke up with as a child, dripping in sweat, fearful, and lost was a misperception.  It was brought to my awareness in this class that I was not being chased by wolves, I was the leader of the pack.

This Aha enlightened my soul, and gave me a new sense of self that took me beyond what we call “this world” to a whole other universe of possibility.  I learned to journey with intention.  I have travelled to lower world, met my power animal, who is still the same wolf I had with me in my dreams as a child, yet now I know her name, and she runs with me.

Feb 26, 2010

“On a journey, embracing, realizing, and accepting where I am at in my life.  I know I have been brought here for a reason.  All you need is love.  I am filled with love, warmth and acceptance from everyone in my life.  I have found home, my love and my family.  My career and opportunities are flourishing.  Now, to be in this life, and spend time alone, I will be strong, I will reflect, I will embrace the silence as it invites me into a higher state of being.”

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